So really EvE for me has become a hobby with a social side.
Kind of like Friday night poker games with a group of dudes from work. You show
up and play a limited bank game of Poker, talk some BS with the dudes, and
consume beer and wings. See at first that sounds like a great thing and you
typically find out some interesting stuff about the dudes from work and form some kind of
friendship. Yet over time often the whole thing becomes mundane. In one way or
another “Dave” is clearly the best poker player and by default goes home with
the loot, “Bob’s” stories start to repeat themselves, and well “Sam’s” beer
selection and wings tend to lose the flair and spice they once had. My fear is
that like the Friday night poker game, EvE will become a hobby I feel obliged
to do.
Yet over the years and reading through my blog if you cut
out my constant bitching about real life getting in the way of my EvE time. The
whole damn thing reads like a diary of a social poker player. I clearly go through phases of
excitement at a new area of EvE I am exploring (I win the poker night), and then fall into a funk when
I return to highsec (I loose for weeks on end). It’s a funk yes but a comfortable kind of funk where I can
make ISK and chat with mates with out distraction (I double my money and chat with mates). So I’ve come to a
realization that perhaps EvE IS the ULTIMATE hobby. It’s there when I have time
for it. It changes enough that I find new things to try periodically. Yet if I
walk away from it for a week or a month the biggest loss for me is losing touch
with the mates. Heaven forbid I might build one less Orca, but that’s about it.
In the end of it all I do continue to log in and tinker. I
do keep in touch with mates. I do occasionally try some new facet of the game.
So be it a Hobby or a MMO EvE still draws me in and brings me joy
.
Cheers
EVE SOB
Whew! I had this sinking feeling that post was going in a different direction. We all find our own joy. For some that friday night poker game, no matter how mundane it may become, is their own piece of joy.
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